My day

Today i was don't know how to describe my mood and feeling.
Yes, i am happy on today. Because i met sorpor Mun in the public transport,
I didn't chat much with her, but i felt happy that i met her in the same bus.
We both have a long time didn't meet each other already, miss her, miss secondary school life,
and also miss the day always sot with Mun. I really miss all the time that we both gila together.

After she reached to her destination, and i, also reached my college.
My mood was still maintained that nice and good.
After the afternoon class, scolded by Mr. Jojo, my mood was started bad.
Is it because of the lecturer? No~!
I think is my own problem. I don't have enough confident in everything.

I am self-fish. Yes, i am~!
I hope everything around me is mine, no one can grab it.
But today, the same thing happened again,
i back with steven's car. My dear was just none-stop chatting with him.
And i was just like a little small girl who sit at behind diam diam~
At the moment, i was very angry that he didn't bother me, i hate him~!
But after a few minute, i asked myself not to hate him, because he is my hubby, i need to bear with him in everything.

My friend, honestly,
i really treat Mun mun as my ji mui, my best friend!
But not mean that others is not my best friend, they are~!
But i like the feel when i was gila with her. I very appreciate!
But isn't she treat me as her best friend? I don't know!
cause we r now not in the same college, and conversation also be less n less.

So, i hope that i can find another best friend in college too.
I found~ Nicole!
I wish to treat her as my best friend,
but i don't even feel that she treat me too.
I am sad. I don't know the answer, and i am not dare to know.
Cause i scare the answer would be the negative answer.
I asked her to celebrate with me in this national eve.
But she seems like don't wish to go. And i don't want to force her go also.
I wan the answer from her is what she willing to go, not just what i force~!
I don't like it! But i m very hope that she will come out with me on that day.

i know maybe some of my friend will read my blog here, But hope u all don't get misunderstand!
U all also my best friend. u all are my lovely best friends.
Sorry that i was being so self-fish, and i promise~
I PROMISE i will be confident start now n not to be self-fish anymore.
I want to grow up and become more independant! ^^